Thursday, August 16, 2012

My Girls, These Walls

There sleeps a child in my bed at the moment.  Seems to be one there often as of late.  I cannot say that I blame the one there today.  It is finally chilly outside after this off and on heat of Denver.  Perfect morning sleeping weather lapping in the final moments of summer before school begins.  Ah to be 17 and about to start the final year in high school.  Life was so simple then.  I'm glad it is for her now, may she be blessed with a joyous Senior year.

These walls.  They are about to no longer be in my sight.  A couple of decades ago, I had this dream of buying a house.   Twelve years ago I took a first time home buyers class to gain knowledge of home buying and qualify for assistance.  My the changes that have come into play that are only NOW allowing me to get into my first home.  Fourth time to take the class is a charm, eh?  I'm finally under contract to buy a house and the inspection is this Sunday.  I'm so excited.  Actual prayers this is the house for us.

We have much to do before we move.  Like pack this house.  The twins are in their last day of Freshman Academy and packing for them starts tomorrow.  I really must get to the kitchen today and yet, it is so challenging for me to be productive when anyone is sleeping in the house.  It is like the yawn theory I guess, I can just feel the calmness of sleep and want to be introspective instead of looking at what task needs tending in the now.  As much as I have loathed the energy of this house, something about my bedroom makes it tolerable for us all.  Something about crawling into Mommy/Auntie's bed makes it better sometimes.

I must pick up the twins from school soon and then they have physical therapy.  Their friend from MDA camp is taking them out an about for a date before she heads back to college.  I bet I can get a box or two packed after the twins leave on their last summer adventure with Julie.

My skin is crawling with excitement.  I kinda feel like I want to explode with JOY.  Life is bestowing it's blessings on me and I am noticing.  Thank You Universe an All for keeping me in your thoughts so that finally, life is flowing again.

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